stay happy...

i love to see him smile...
everytime when i sad when i see his smile my mood will bcome beter can better...
i saw his blog...
he said he was very happy cause many ppl call him go countdown...
i hope he will stay happy everyday...

ytd i want to send a happy new year message to him...
but...
i think if i send to him..
will let him remember all de sad thing again..
i think he gonna slowly forget me..
i wont forget him in my mind...
and he give me de memory...

anyway...
just want to tell him...
HaPpY nEw yEaR.........!!!

take care...

today....
today is a raining day....
i hav many memory with him relationship with de rain....

we walk in de heavy rain b4....
he run and find me in de heavy rain b4 work....

today rain..
i m worry abt him...
i worry tat will him like last tim ewalk in de rain to work...

he very easy get sick..
i hope tat he wont get sick again...
cause no ppl will take care him...

i dunno wat i want...

i dunno why...
abt this whole month non-stop argue-ing with him...
i dunno...

i admit tat i think b4 alot time want to stop me n him de relationship...
cause my heart very pain...
until now my mind still cant forget all those unhappy thing...

how ??
how only can i forget all those unhappy thing??
i know tat when i with him...
he just plan to play me only...
he was not serious in me....
and i m de one who serious with...
that time i was so so so so in love with him...

now i know he is serious with me...
he really love me...
and now we r loving each other...

when we r loving each other....
in this whole month we non stop argue..
my heart non-stop breaking...
until nw never recover b4...

sorry tat i admit when we non-stop argue...
de feel tat i love you non-stop decreasing....
but now i still love you...
i want stop decrease and increase back...
please...
my heart...
is pain..
even until this moment...
i was asking myself if this relationship end...
will my heart stop pain ??
or will more pain ??

i hav try b4 to end this relationship..
but at last i start again this relationship..
maybe my heart not enough hard..
is too soft...
the feeling when i end this relatinship my heart still getting pain...

i m asking myself...
if he de one who say break now,
will i asking for cpl back???
or...
i just waiting him to say break...

i dunno....
i really dunno wat i want....

merry chirtmax ~ ~

Wat u all doing in this moment ??
sleeping ??

Santa Claus, u sure busy now ??
still busy giving present to all the kid in this world....
are u just giving de kid who r sleeping??

Wat present i will get this years ??
i tot i can have a good happy chirtmax...
but...!!
Wat i get ??
Santa Claus i don want..
i don want to have like tat de chirtmax...

i want to have a happy chirtmax..
why whole world using a happy de face to face this Xmas...
and why i cant.......???
who can tell me ??
no ones... T.T

Santa Claus...
can u give me a present ??
i present no need many money...
i just want a happy...
tat all...
can ma??

i know tat tonight i wont gonna sleep...
Santa Claus may u cheer me up ??
i dunno still got who can cheer me up...
i dun want like tat le....

B b

There is one girl in my life That makes me love again As pretty as a girl could be So beautiful


Every morning she makes me A cup of coffee with a smile on her face I'm a man in love And she's glorious

There is one girl in my life That makes me love again As pretty as a girl could be So beautiful


Every morning I wake up And I think of you with a smile on my face I'm a man in love And she's glorious


Oh baby I Want you to stay in my life Never say goodbye even if you cry I'm still by your side

help.. anyone ??

no going to no house to stay... T.T

de hse tat i staying now had been sold...
de ppl who buy this hse non-stop calling us to move out from this house by end of this month...
wat de...

we had buy the new house...
de owner want us pay all de money of tat hse only can help us move in...
we hav pay for de desposit...
the bank will pay us money to buy de hse on feb...

ahhhh.......!!
two month no hse stay leh...
mummy say want to rent hse...
btu whr gt ppl rent 2 month de hse...
all must sign contract de..
at least one or two yrs....

mummy tot can rent out new hse for 2 month 1st..
but de owner want use pay 2500 for a month le..
wat de....
rumah teres only leh...
not condo or banglo leh...
need so expensive ma ??
swt...
call her go rob de bank for easy la...

god ah...
let us solve this problem ah...
god we really need you..
u r de only true god can help us...
i know tat god ad prepare a good and nice hse for us....
god please lead us to de rite road...
thanks god....
amen...!!

sweet sour salt and bitter

dear...
in this one year plus plus de relationship wat kind of taste we have ??


sweet ??
sour ??
salt ??
bitter ??
all we also have...


dear...
this few week i really taste more than enough bitter le...
i don wnt bitter le...
i don like bitter..


dear...
i want sweet...
please...
just a little a little is enough ad...
of cause i hope forever...


dear, i want all de unhappy , all de sad thing end now....
and forget it all...


dear...
coming soon christmax can dear giving me a unforget happy chirtmax ??
let baby happy...
let baby feel de taste of sweet and romance??


plaese..
i really dunno wat is taste of sweet ad..
please...
don argue le...
i donwant unhappy le...
i don want cry le...
please...